I Don't Wanna Grow Up...

I am on a roll with this wedding stuff...and I'm finding that buying things online is my new favorite past time. Things like napkins, flower girl gifts, silk petals, etc. I've also found something to do for my pew decorations that should be easy-ish and cheap (which is even more important).

I have also recently taken up being freaked out about growing up. I am about to graduate from COLLEGE! I am getting married. I am looking for a rent house. I am about to take a HUMONGOUS exam that I MUST pass in order to start to my JOB. I HAVE A JOB. I am terrified. I don't do well with change. You should probably pray for me. And J too.

Another thing about my job...I am going to work nights. I realize that this is not a forever thing, but I'm going to be a newlywed not home at night. Night time is important. I realize there are other times to do this, but apparently we will be going to bed at different times on some days. I'm sure we'll figure it out and it will be wonderful regardless but it's really kind of stressing me out.