Green Monster

Since my job situation has yet to work out (please keep praying for that) I spend some...ok...a lot...of my time on facebook or other people's blogs...and I must say I am getting jealous and antsy about getting married. I know it's smart to wait and will probably pay off in the end, but right now it is so hard to see that! It's so hard to be stuck in this awkward "we're-still-basically-dating,-but-planning-a-wedding-that's-over-a-year-away-so-whats-the-point-in-doing-anything". Also, it's frustrating to live 2 hours away from your fiance...yes I know people have it way worse, but it's like he's just out of reach...too far for a random day visit and so close that I wish I could spend more time with him. Anyways, back to me being a facebook creeper. Seeing all these wedding pictures makes me BEYOND READY to walk down the freakin' aisle already! I also have this weird thing about people who've been dating a shorter amount of time and get married before I do...completely rude and illogical, but that's how my mind works sometimes and I get jealous...sorry :(

Anyway, made some much needed editing to my blog and I think it looks pretty good if I do say so myself...also...sorry for the rant, but thanks for reading. :)