After reading an long time friend of mine's blog (http://www.texaslovebirds.com/ ...check it out) I was, first off, inspired, and decided I need to revamp this sucker. I honestly don't know how people are able to post on their blog everyday (props) but this year I'm going to do my best to post more often. I realize I have been saying this since life got (thankfully) less exciting since getting married and it hasn't happened, but planning a wedding is insane. I imagine the next time I will actually post regularly will be when Baby Batts is on their way...but that will (hopefully) not be for a few YEARS. So, to start, I've been inspired by the aforementioned Carly Skinner, and though I am much less interesting/dedicated/eloquent/etc, I will do my best. I will begin with the year in review.
I literally rang in the New Year of 2012 by working the night shift at The Children's Hospital at OU Medical Center. I despised working night shift despite it being a somewhat less busy shift, and shift differential pay. I was not happy there or in Oklahoma City. This was the year that as soon as I (finally) got on dayshift, I got a call from Cook Children's Hospital in Ft. Worth (the last application I put in on night shift.) asking for an interview. I learned that I have more than myself to consider. This was surprisingly hard for me. I though I was made to be a wife. I had dreamed about being married since I was a little girl, but having to weigh my needs and wants with his needs and happiness, it just kind of sucked. That was a hard lesson to learn. But after many prayers, tears (on my part) and big decisions, here we are in Texas. I absolutely love my job and just a few days ago I found a scripture that gives me comfort and hope for our decision to move.
"Whether you turn to the right or the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying,'This is the way, walk in it.'" Isaiah 30:21
This year I'm going to do my best to trust God in all things I do. This has been a huge struggle for me in the past, so this is the year I will be working specifically on that. (And not biting my nails...again.)
Megan
Excellent scripture here that echoes some of my own recent transitioning worries. Thank you for the encouragement and have the best adventures in Texas, Megan :)
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