The Bookworm

Since January is almost over, it seems like I'll be going into February trying to figure out what I'll be posting about each month.  For the month of May I think I'll be talking about great books.  I love to read.  If I really enjoy a book, I knock it out in a couple days.  There is one book I love so much I read it at least once a year.  Redeeming Love.  If you haven't read it, you really need to.  I've read it several times and I am in the process of reading it again.  I always find or read something new or differently than the time before.  Great book.

On a much different note, every time I get on Facebook, someone else is having a baby.  They are usually my age, sometimes younger, and it seriously freaks me out.  I cannot imagine being pregnant and preparing to have a CHILD take over my life.  I do eventually want kids, but right now I am not ready.  I know at this point I am much too selfish to have a baby.  I don't even want a dog right now because that would interfere with my sleep.  I'm sure if it were to happen, I'd come to terms with it (obviously) but I really don't want things to go down like that.  I really enjoy my time with my husband and being able to go somewhere with out getting a baby (or dog) sitter.  I don't know, just something that was on my mind.  I hope I eventually get over this aversion to motherhood because I know it will be worth, but right now it scares me to death.  Not to mention I work at a children's hospital and I'm convinced I'm going to have a horribly ill child. :)